It’s Travis and my day off today … he’s passed out on the love seat, and I’m lounging here on the couch, recovering from all the sweet work at church this weekend. God did so much; my brain is spinning and my heart is so thankful that I just HAVE to share this with you!
Most of you know that worship and worship leading is a HUGE part of my life. It’s something God’s birthed in me from when I was a little girl. And it’s something that brings my heart great joy. This month of June especially, I’m thorougly blessed and encouraged by being a part of leading worship at church. This past weekend was weekend one of two lined up for this month. Little did I know what God had in store this Sunday though!
Rehearsals were numerous and long, as it wasn’t just our ‘typical’ Saturday and Sunday services … we had a special worship night lined up for Sunday night too. The body was weary, yet God provided the strength, and I can’t say enough good stuff about how He showed up each service. (I have to say, the jumping during the worship last night was a complete blast … to see the majority of the congregation – and Pastor David – jumping reminded me of the sweet, fun times we had with the Student Ministries Worship Band! Oh yeah!) Anyway, God showed up in two surprisingly special ways, involving young Jessica and Noah.
I met Jessica several years ago, before I was even Judy ‘Deans’. I did a worship concert at her church on March of 2002 and her mom (Christine) purchased one of my CD’s, and Christine emailed me, telling me how 3 1/2 year old Jessica simplly laid on the floor with her ear pressed up to the speaker as the one worship song I had recorded played over and over and over and over. She seemed drawn to it and asked her mommy such questions about faith and giving her heart to Jesus. Well, Travis and I, a few months after this concert, returned to Christine and Jessica’s church to teach a High School event, so a private ‘concert’ was arranged before hand with Jessica. We went into a side room before it was time for the High School Ministry to meet, and on the old piano, I played and sung away as Jessica was sitting there beside me.
Years passed and the memory of Jessica remains. Her picture she drew me is even in my office. Well, after the Worship Service this Sunday morning a sweet woman approached me and asked if we could talk. She introduced herself; Christine, Jessicas’ mother! With tears in her eyes, she told me the story of how Jessica (now 8 1/2!) has asked Jesus into her heart since and how Jessica couldn’t sleep last night, all excited to come to church in the morning. Jessica told her mommy that she couldn’t sleep Saturday night because of the ‘praises in her head’. Christine said that she should write them down, and that she did! Here, Jessica (who has Asperger’s – and can’t typically even write a complete sentence) wrote a complete worship song, echo’s and all! Wow! Christine wanted me to know how I’ve played a huge part in these happenings in Jessica’s life. I was beside myself, to say the least.
Then there’s a little fella by the name of Noah. I met 5 year old Noah back in May, after leading a Saturday night worship service. Noah’s mom (Jen) came up to me last May exclaiming how Noah just looooooooves it when I sing. She was part of the Easter Choir and commented how Noah consistenly had to listen to and sing along with the song I sung as a solo that weekend on the worship team. I met him, and he told me how he sings all the time. I remember telling him what a gift it is to be able to sing, and to keep it up.
This past weekend Noah’s Uncle Chris was on the worship team with me. Chris told me how Noah was planning on coming to the Worship Event Sunday evening, and was soooooooooooo thrilled when he learned that his Uncle Chris was playing his electric guitar right beside Judy! As Chris and I talked more, I learned that Noah actually recorded a CD of himself singing to the song I sung at Easter time … he just had to have a CD with him on it! Well, Jen came up to me with tears in her eyes after the Worship Event last night. She went on and on how Noah really has been impacted from my singing. She went on to say how it blesses her heart, as his mom, to see him raising his hands in the air, worshiping God! She asked me if I’d say hello to Noah, so as I looked out of the corner of my eye and motioned for him to come up, he charged to the stage and gave me a BIG hug! He was so excited … and so dear. We talked about his CD that he recorded and how I can’t wait to hear it. Meanwhile, after hearing that Noah was telling everybody that he was gonna sing with me someday (ha, how cute is that?!!) I said to him, “You know what, I think we should sing together sometime. What do you think?” I don’t think you could wipe the smile off his face just then if you tried.
Why did I just write all this? Well, I hope to encourage you that GOD IS AT WORK even in the minute things you do. When you do what brings you joy – what God has created you to do – HE does AMAZING things! He puts dreams in little people’s hearts, and helps bring His healing and strength to big people’s hearts. And just wait … He’ll surprise you some day and tell you about it! Keep serving Him with everything you’ve got. You never know when somebody’s watching!