It’s been a whirlwind since returning from Oregon (more on that soon…), though I wouldn’t trade it for the WORLD!  Yesterday was Ultrafest 2.0 -a HUGE THANK YOU for the opportunity to share this ministry, Cornerstone!  To all of you who prayed and lent your support by coming …you’re prayers and support made a difference indeed, and I was tickled to debut two new songs for you!!!  And now, without any further delay, I must give a shout out to my AMAZING band.  Brian, Mike, Rich, Paul, Jeff, Lia and Jim are ‘the real deal’ through and through, and I am so honored to share the stage with such talented artists, be blessed by their larger than life hearts, and entrusted with their friendship.  These guys, and gal, gave so much of their time (thank you significant others and families!!!) to make such an excellent offering to Jesus at Ultrafest 2.0 …thank you for serving Him and blessing yours truly, band!  I love you all more than you know, and can’t wait to rejoice as a band in heaven someday too …ha ha, we think we can rock out here! =)

Things were looking up yesterday …more support coming in, a great evening rehearsal, lots of smiles and fun times with my 3 month old, and my heart was so incredibly happy with anticipation that she’d be joining me on the airplane tomorrow morning. But then things changed. Evangelina started acting out of sorts, like she just knew Mommy was going away from her for several days, she didn’t want to take the bottle Daddy, Grandma and Grandpa tried to feed her but, like a light switch, calmed and happy when Mommy held her, …and we encountered, like hitting a brick wall, how traveling expenses to bring she and Daddy along to Oregon with me skyrocketed and more than doubled from mere days ago.  So no, sadly, Evangelina will not be coming with me to the record label.

I know this is a strategic and incredibly important developmental time these next days ahead for this ministry, and such concentrated time with the leadership at the record label invaluable, …meanwhile each time God organizes time for me to travel out there it’s not only vital for this ministry, but He exceeds expectations and then some. But this time it’s more than hard in having to leave my sweet baby behind. MAN, I knew it’d be hard, but not like this!

So, why do I process this all for the internet world to read???  Well, first of all, I want to thank each and every one of you nursing mommas and beloved friends who poured out your love and support to us with many prayers and financial donations while trying to make Evangelina’s presence with me across the country a reality.  We cannot thank you enough for each act of kindness and authentic love which motivated your heart to do something.  It’s your interest in our lives and this ministry that keeps enabling it to reach the hurting more than ever, and make a big difference in this community of brokenness and beyond.  Without you, point blank, this truly would be impossible.  So, thank you!  Secondly, I ask that you would please pray for this first time momma, papa, and nursing sweetheart these next five days.  We knew this reality would be tough, but not this tough.  I’m literally having to focus my mind on what’s ahead in order to not drown in tears.  I know I’ll look upon this time after growing up more and with new eyes in the days ahead, yet my mind and heart both currently long for Evangelina to venture these five days with me.  I’m trying to wrap my understanding around it all, looking form God’s eyes: perhaps lugging her across the country isn’t the best option, this’ll give good bonding time between her, Daddy and my folks, etc.  I know there IS good in all of this.  God’s like that.  And lastly, would you pray that God does, once again, more than we could ever ask or think with this ministry from this specific time with the label folks and special artist friends?  It’s gonna be vital that I focus and really hear what the Lord has to say for these strategic steps once I return, when baby will be in tow.  I don’t wanna miss a single second of God’s imparting of wisdom and direction in how and where he wants this ministry to go in these days ahead.  Just as Mommy-hood, this ministry too is something God’s crafted me for and placed as a ‘good thing’ in this life to accomplish diligently for eternity.  I don’t wanna loose sight of that.

So well …sadly, not this time.  But I’m looking forward to writing a blog in the days ahead, sharing God’s amazing faithfulness.  Will you stick with me as God unfolds this next chapter in my story?  Oh, I hope so!

So …my little sweetie was laying on her mat cooing up a storm yesterday, and it got me thinking, where does the time go?  When talking quite intently with my hubby the other day too (yes, we had a fight!), the fact that we’ve been married 6 years already got me thinking, where does the time go?  And as I look at my calendar for this month with flying out to Oregon and performing at Ultrafest 2.0 in just a few short weeks, I am reminded, where does the time go?

That really is a question our culture doesn’t deal with all that wonderfully.  The pressure is on, as parents, to keep wanting and seeking after the next step and next best thing for your kid, that the NOW certainly can be passed over.  Even with plastic surgery, botox, etc. time is not something sought too fondly after.  But as I’m watching my little sweetie grow up from day to day, reflecting on my marriage with my husband, and preparing my set for Ultrafest 2.0 (2:30pm on August 28th …check out Cornerstone’s website for more details!), I’m realizing more and more that time does go waaaaaay too fast and the NOW is very important in each aspect of our lives. And when we realize this truth, dealing with our past and working on the present is the ONLY way we can make a better tomorrow …where time is heading, yes, way to fast.

Where does the time go? I challenge you to embrace the now, NOW.  Do it before it’s to late, friends! (And feel free to share with me how it’s going, if you’d like!)