Another day, another long ‘to do’ list …a baby in tow that doesn’t always give you the luxury of brushing your hair, yet alone a shower …the morning ‘routine’ and nap time now conquered meanwhile some work accomplished while she’s off in dreamland …the afternoon zips by trying to squeeze in getting things done while taking care of the little toddler now into everything, and before you know it, Daddy’s home, dinner, bath time, bedtime stories, she’s out for the night and you are beyond exhausted, meanwhile beating yourself up because you had so much yet to do on that ‘to do’ list. The computer comes out to tackle the email and squeeze in a little more work before the head hits the pillow, yet alone trying to attempt some meaningful conversation with the other half, but it’s that ‘rather mad at yourself’ feeling that looms again. Tomorrow is full of it’s own ‘to do’s’, and the ones I didn’t get through today. Oy, overwhelmed again. Oh, sleep is a must …sigh. Does any of this sound familiar??? I don’t know about you, yet God has really been working on my heart big time lately with learning to view my life -my entire life and responsibilities- the way He sees them …not beating myself up, perfectionist tendencies all too natural and present. The word GRACE, a word so foreign today, if you honestly look at our culture, is something I am also learning to grasp better for myself. My life is a ministry. Your life is a ministry. It’s not just our ‘day’ job; it’s our family, our friends, our day-to-day moments that the Lord is screaming through. While in Oregon for the Summer Summit, one of the things the Lord reminded me of is, though I beat myself up with not being able to ‘keep up’ with my ‘before baby pace’ of work hours in songwriting, concerts, etc., His viewpoint here is what I need to be focusing on …not mine. He has accomplished so much through this ministry (yes, since baby!), and is, in fact, making it stronger and giving me more means of impact and oodles of material to minister with because of it. Did I need reminded of that? Yes. Will I need reminded of that on a day to day basis? Most likely. It’s one of those thing where my head has ‘known’ the truth all along, and that all this is His perfect plan for me, and yet so easily the enemy, disguised as my perfectionism, tires to cause me to doubt what God is doing and shame the child of God which I am. Have you been there? Are you there now? Are you like me and need reminded that God has no
thing but a GOOD plan that He is working in your life at this very moment? He has done so much …and is doing so much, in every moment of our very life. Join with me in seeking the Lord to forgive our wrong thinking and stop beating ourselves up. Let’s take that urge and redirect it to hide His truth in our heart and fully embrace each part of His good plan which He’s given us to live out every moment of every day. God, teach us more of Your grace so that we too can extend it to others in a new and profound way …help us smile while thanking You for this season of life.